STOP

Oh god..
i online whole day today..
From wake up till now..
bout almost 10hrs..
CRAZYYyy!

what i do whole day online-ing?
watch online movie...
:D
and.. ()*&^%$#@
omgggggggg!!

I should tell myself....to....stop....stalking....him!!!!!!!!
im going crazyyyy!!!!
more and more crazy.
pfft!

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:D

Bye!

I mom is so C-U-T-E! :D

Take one:

Mom: You want a biscuit?


Me: no thanks! I want take your photo. :D
Mom: (sit) Take what take! nothing to take lar!


Me: PLS!!!! one pic! Pose!!!
Mom bite a biscuit and turn to me
*Chi-kak*


Me: eeyerr.. So ugly! hahaha
Mom: You ask me pose and say me ugly!! Eat biscuit la!


Take two:

Me: Mommy! POSE!!
Only her hand is posing. =='


Me: Yer.. look camera la.. I want take your face.
Mom: Why?! why wanna give you take?!


Me:PLS!!! Smile!


Take Three:

Me: LOOK HERE!!!
Mommy purposely put her finger and press her nose. hah!


Mom: The flash made my eye pain la!
Me: okok.. wait.. i change mode. :D
And i change to 'Colour Accent'
Me: (throw a Garfield to mommy) Take this and pose!


Me: mommy! kiss the cat!


Me: hahahah! MOMMY ACT CUTE!
Mom: I can act more cute!


Take Four:

Me: Piece!!!


Me: Why you like to pose without face looking at camera?! ONE MORE!


Me: ok. One more..
Mom: Dont want la!
Me: PLSS!!
Mom imitate elephant..

See! My mom so cute! :D
love her!

Mommy! one more?

Dream dream dream

I SKIPPED blue house today!

since purple house is closed, i have NO interest in rumah sukan dy..
how sad..
I LOVE PURPLE!

im not the only one to skip..
JC Syau and Phaik skip too.. :D
What a good friend they are!
We are always together!
*wink*

Watch The day the Earth stood still at Cinemax.
Damn nice..
i haven watch 2012 yet.. im waiting it to show in Cinemax ;D
Free ma.. spend so many money to buy that astro cinema package...
Dont waste it..

I've done most of my homework.. damn happy.
Left add math and physic's peka..
Gotta go..

BYE!

Damn Cool!

Saturday, we have merintas desa in skul.. :D
I SUPPORT PURPLE..
this is the very last time i run for purple..
i have purple spirit!! GO PURPLE! PURPLE ROCKS!
stop insulting purple!
I'll hate you forever!

I got nothing for merintas desa..
I enjoy running with phaik..
At first, running with phaik and syau.
Then, syau is too slow, ditched her..
Me and phaik enjoy running..
We love running down the slope.
I m like flying down.. I even pass by ONN and MINHUI. :D
I keep my running rhythm..
So that i wont feel too tired..
run run run...
and then we walk after the slope.
It still have a long way to reach skul..
Onn catch us up.
walk with us.. :D
me and phaik and onn walk to skul.
We try to walk faster then plp who walk.
WOOHOO!

After school, went to 1utama.
Me and Syau and JC and Edwin and Timothy walked to 1U..
we watch CASE 39..
Quite boring.. but some scene scared me..
I SCREAMED ONCE!

Then, went to meet Jiang nam..
And went to have our dinner at NewYork NewYork Deli..
DAMN FREAKING STUPIDLY EXPENSIVE!

Syau: 'Why is the pizza cheaper than burger?!'

and that CHEAP pizza we ordered cost RM16.
=='
This is not a place for pizza, so it is BLEH!

Than, JC went back..
And then Timothy..

Left me syau edwin jnam.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDWIN! YOU ARE DEAD!!
I shouldn't let you send that msg when you havent figure out how to delete msg with ur Iphone!
THANKS TO IT!
=='

Syiiiiiiiit! im really dead..
I cant imagine if THAT secret leak out.
I dont like it to happen AGAIN!
PFFT!

pergi makan Big Apple..
And it is my turn to go home..
:D

Went back to grandma's place, EAT again...
ATE a WHOLE plate of rice..

When i reach my own home, i lock myself in my room.
Then, do my homework..
Suddenly, someone knocked my door
I open it..
NOONE!
I feel cold.. im scare..
I SHUT the door..
Then, KNOCK KNOCK!!!
I was stunned..
I saw a scissor on my table, and i grab it.
If anything pops out, i can stab it!
>.< Damn scare!
Made me think of a scene in Case 39..
I shouted "WHO?!!!!"

silence..

KNOCKKNOCK!!!!
Omg! I screamed "WHO?!!!"
I almost shouted 'bloody shit! get away from me!'
Until i heard my mom laughing..
and she ask with a shaky voice(coz she is laughing hard)
' haha!! Are you scared?! hahahah..'
I was like.. WTH!
i sweat.. THANKS TO MY MOM!

God.. i havent finish my Bio, Physic and Chemist PEKA..
OMG! i gotta go..

BYE~

I love you!

I love you!!
This is how i use to do..

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let her win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let her win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know

This emptyness is killin me
I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here

Jesse Mccartney-Just So You Know

Future Forensic investigator is infront of you! :D

Wulala...
Bio class today.
Damn happy.. have to do an experiment for Peka..
Luckily our group didnt done anything wrong..
:D
Good job guys..
Credits to:
Minhui EdwinC SWShean GabrielH JosephO and last but not least, ME! :D
well, idk why my group end up all boys with two girls..
But, we have FUN! :D

So funny....
so funny...
minhui ar minhui..
sigh..
Your that *&^%$ is so funny..
"funny"
Nevermind! tell you on wed..
nvm..

Damn sien.. noone talked to me dy..
damn sien..
Okay, it's late..
Off rite now!
Bye!

Cells is just too cool...
:D
Love it!

I forgive.

I finally learnt how to forgive..
i m sorry that i said Potong steam to you..
Sorry.
I keep my word.
I know you will forgive me.
You are not that bad after all,
Arent you!
:D

I love you how the way i do.
I hope we can be like the past.
I care about you so much.
well, actually not THAT much.

I feel so sorry to everyone.
Forgive me, a little child who just learn What and How to forgive.
Thankyou.

Now, i wont say i hate life.
No more lifeless..

I LOVE LIFE MORE..

What is life?
Life including every single thing around me,
every each of my family,
every person who knows me,
every all of you!
I love you. no matter who you are.

:D

I love ALL.

ALL is:
things you saw
things you touch
things you care
things you know
things around you
peoples you know
peoples you like
peoples you love
peoples you care
peoples around you

Life wont end without me,
but life ends without ALL!
:)

Damn bored day...

Saturday.. actually, i have a math tuition class today..
but this morning when i m still sleeping on the bed..
My mom went into my room and asked me
"Any tuition today?"
My ans is YES with a lazy voice..
My bro who is still brushing teeth shouted
"NO LA! Where got? teacher say today not free."
i m still blur.. as i m still sleeping like a pig..

Then, i dunno wad happens.
My phone alarm rang..
OMG! it is 930.
and then i online to wait for teacher,
Fortunately, she is really busy.. no tuition. :D

But this makes me bored.
Damn bored without my HONEY - math..

DAMN SIEN LO..

someone damn potong steam..
Wad a JERK!
i dun wanna mention IT's name here..

I read a book.
It is call BEACH BLONDES a summer novel.
It is quite cool..
:D
This is the book syau choose for her xmas birthday
Which is under pekchee's bill.
This book is THICK.
bout 721 pages..
And i only read til page55..

I hope syau could lend it to me.
The story is cool.. damn nice.. ALL girls dream bout it..
it is some kind like a fairy tale.
:D

I m goin to read MY book after that..
It is callThe Redeemer.
This is the staircase book im talking bout..
Mystery novel.. quite good looking. haha!

Ok.. time's up!
Gonna read book now.. bye!
:D

no suspect, no weapon, no motive..

*wink*

Fun fun fun!! other than fun? STILL FUN! :D

YESTERDAY was fun..!!

i went to friday school with a BIGG bigg smile on my face... :D

coz i m going to 1utama with LOVES!!!

YEY!

During school is also FUN! :D

Moral period..

No teacher..

so, me and minhui have a CONCERT.. haha

we sang songs.. gone high..

Vivian enjoy our singing.. haha!

Chinese period sing songs also..

This time, THE WHOLE CLASS! :)

14 person in our class only..

wanna gabung with 4T..

Love it!:D

After school, i went 1u with minhui's car..

SHE NEED ME TO GO 'SHOPPING'

:)

and then we meet limsyau and jiacheng nearby the PETSHOP!!

our trademark...

heee!

And pekchee meet us at cinema..

while minhui when to TEST her feeling..

=='

lmao!

wad a girl... my first time meet this kind of 'relationship'

WTH!!

(for keeping my flow smooth, i'll tell the WHOLE story later on.. :))

AND, my best part... SHOP FOR BOOKS! :D

went to MPH..

i search 'Mystery' section, cant find a book i really like..

no sherlock's book. sad..

End up with a staircase book. haha

and LSyau search at 'GIRLY~' section.

'GIRLY~'

one book for me, one book for syau..

budget RM50 per person..

All bills under PEKCHEE!!

omgosh!

THANKYOUILOVEYOU!

IDK weather u heard when i shouted in MPH.. haha :X

found karyen and Gabriel...

Went to hunt for food..

OMG!!

limsyau is so slow..

i keeping saying"I NEED FOOD!! we are all hungry!"

and she keep on like..

walk here and there..

talk here and there

meet her own frens here and there...

sigh!

IM STARVING!!

FINALLY went to wongkok..

ordered a plate of chicken chop rice..

not bad..

kienyi found us..

makan makan makan....

minhui found us... She brought her BOYBOY here..

haiz.. speechless to this kind of relation ship.

Sorry minhui..

Her LSK said something strike me

"I know you, Brennie. YOU ARE DIFF FROM YOUR BROTHER."

and i QUICKLY ans

"YES iam!"

haha.. i REALLY am!:D

And then,after makan, LSK byebye! minhui follow us..

and this is the time minhui say she wanna BREAKUP with him..

FIRST DAY DATE, AND THEN BREAK.

WTH!

see.. this is wad i mean before.. =='

forget bout it la.

Then go watch AVATAR 3D with minhui limsyau and pekchee..

:D

Damn intresting.. :)

I need to wear to glasses..

One is 3D glass.. one is my glass..

ICANTSEEWITHOUTMYGLASS..

and then, straight away, i went bac with karyen to yinjin hse to tuition..

TUITION!

i almost convince by pekchee not to go for tuition..

sigh..

wad a fren.

But i end up going..

and they end up watching the BORING show..

HAHAHA!!

Lucky me.. :D

Chat a little with yinjin in her hse..

Phaik's mom's car came..

off we go..

We pass a junction at puichai2..

haha... WE SAW GAVIN!!

damn funny.. i keep on knocking the window.. but he didnt hear it..

He was riding his bicycle.. haha..

Into the tuition room..

Saw shayin sitting in there..

and then saw Catherine and Daniel later on..

Tuition Physics together...

Blablabla..

My dad came to fetch me back from tuition to puchong..

and went to fetch my mom at my aunt's hse..

There is pasar malam.. so we stopped and went in..

I walk alone..

stop infront of the bubble tea stall where i always do..

"Chocolate bubble tea please"

Usual!

i search my pocket for money and found a RM10..

OMG! it is frm pekchee!

I borrowed from him.. coz i forgotten to bring my purse..

I DIDNT USED THAT 10!

until for bubble tea in pasar malam..

haha..

My ticket, syau pay for me..

My food, Pekchee pay for me..

My book, PEKCHEE again..

so cool to have friend like this..

:D

Loveyoupeoplesla!

as usual, again, THANKYOUILOVEYOU!

after home, eat food, online..

OMGosh.. i feel damn bad..

i ask syau and pekchee to online..

But then, i scolded them away.. sigh..

SORRY!

sorry for my vary emotional.. in a bad way.

0.0

So weird.. i was angry chatting wit syau n pekchee..

But damn happy chatting with minhui and others..

omg.. my emotion got prob..

i didnt mean it..

SORRY...

and i do my homework..

MY add math home work after offline..

2books to finish, 2 exercise to do..

But enjoy doing.. while listening to songs..

finish in 1hr..

:D

And then what?

GO SLEEP LAR!

It is already 230..

hah!

God..

My Day is so filled..

damn happy..

Feel so lifefull..

no wonder i feel so HIGH today..

:D

PURE

YES! im going pure science.

PURE!

:D

i know it is very stressful and lot of homework..

But, i wont give up..

looking forward to my ambition.. :D

Science and math is my life. wont give up..

no matter what..

ok my class contains Pure and Sub science student..

:D

luckily they have 2 and half pure science class..

if not, i die lo..

Anyway, i love my class NAME

4 Ixora.

The best name among all form 4.. :D

ok.. my PHYSICS teacher sucks!

i dont know who she is.. she sucks!

LENGTH, she spell LENGHT.

AREA=lenght*lenght*lenght

Her Physics damn freaking good lo..

OMG.. she pass her physic i can clap hand d lor..

==''

Life is short

Life Brief Candle..
I believe that this poem is very familiar to you all.. :)

Life is really really short and FAST..
i remember once Jiajen said,
"Brennie, one more year is almost over! It is so damn fast. Omg and now im 15!!"
abd she asked me a question
"What have you done in this year?"
omg.. i've been thinking it for a damn long time.. and my answer is - NOTHING!
omg!
i didnt know that i've wasted my life like that..
i didnt did anything special..
i didnt did anything that i can remember the most..
i didnt did anything..
except NOTHING!

>.<
yes.. life is fast and short..
I NEED TO MAKE MY LIFE COLOURFUL WITHOUT ANY REGRET.
im making it life-full
im making it meaningful
im making it bright
im making it GREAT!

i'll do what i must do
i'll do what i can do
i'll do what i will do
i'll do what i WANT to do!
:D

feel so good.. :)

Wuu lala..

Hello!!!!
I have prob with my mozilla...
T.T
my blog wasnt look nice at IE..
T.T
nvm.. download it again..
hah!

LIMSYAU.....
i want the photo that we take during xmas eve..
that was the first time i wear dress to the public without my mom with me.
:X
it's true..
Haha..
given my first time to u guys..
tell me if you have the photos..
wuu hoo..

Erm..
so boring..
nothing to do..
so?
BYE! :D

MERRY XMAS!!!!

We wish you a merry xmas
we wish you a merry xmas
we wish you a merry xmas
AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR...
lalalalalalalalalala.....

Today...
is Christmas!
Yesterday, was eve.
That can counted as the great celebration throughout my life..
:D
ok...
start from morning...
I woke up..
and the 1st thing in my mind was not xmas...
it is "OMG! TODAY PMR RESULT DAY! SYIT!"
i head to school...
and i reach at 10o'c..
but the gaurd say 11o'c only strt...
pfft!
Need to worry more 1hr...
go to grandma's hse...
1045 head to school again..
in between, busying msg angeline to release pressure..
haha
and then, my result is....
a secret...
:D
not very bad but not very good.

ok... talk a bout xmas..
Actually, i m going to help mom at shop today at eve.
hah..
but mom promise me before she let me off today..
so happy..
so i went to phaik hse and prepare the xmas party syau syau invited us.
Me phaik JC and paik yen.
OMG! i wore dress....
so short, not comfortable.
but stil use to it..
and..
we played games, and eat. and many other things...
:D

and then, 11o'c at night,
we head to the curve..
my parents was waiting there..
meet them there...
hard to spot them there...
too many plp there...

and,
a think that i can really call OMG..
i saw a old fren of mine..
ok.. tht was so damn freaking stupidly weird...
At first,
i saw him waving to me..
i saw his face..
i tot was NOOBANGINGGILADIAMLAYOU (haha.. sry for using this specialy made name).
but, when i see more longer,
NOOBANGINGGILADIAMLAYOU was not tht TALL... :X
So that guy was not NOOBANGINGGILADIAMLAYOU
so i m thinking.. "oh shit! it is him! omgomgomgomg..."
i stoond there like a wood stupidly when he wave to me..
hahaha
omg
so sorry...
and then.. becoz of i still can believe wad i saw..
we didnt meet for 3yrs..
so we didnt talk..
and i m like purposely look away..
avoid him..
SO SORRY la..
=='
ok..
that's my omg story..
THAT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL SO DAMN OMG!

()*&^%$#@!)(*&^%$#@!

Lazy lazy lazy

OKAY, I M SO LAZY TO BLOG.. BECOZ I M NOT FREE AT ALL.. except now..
MAYBE.. NXT TIME, I'LL TELL U MORE BOUT ANGMO'S STORY? :)
BE PATIENT
dun let ur hospital full!! 0.0
:)

LOVE LOVE LOVE

Me, Brennie Yap... :)
have lots of familys and friends to love.
And they loves me too.. haha!

Family:
Mommy, the one who give birth to me and having fun together.
Daddy, the one who teach me a lot!
Bro, the one who i trust when i m in trouble, sometimes.
Grandma, the one who i can tell lots lots lots lots of different story.(it suppose to be grandma tellin me grandma story)
Grandpa, the one who i love bt i didnt talk much to him.

Friends:
Phaik, the one who(se) hse was a bus stop and she was my ATM. :) and the one who have a great fun with me!
Syau, the one who i can tell left left ()*&^%$#@ , my one in a million soulmate.
Angeline, the one who i can talk to and crazy together.
JiaCheng, the one who i can b quiet when with her.
Minhui, the one who i can hear lots of story from.
Karyen, the one who i can share food to if, IF when i m full..
Paikyen, the one who is my best friend's best friend.
Yinjin, the one who i can talk science and math with and walk with when shopping. :)

This is from ME TO YOU.
wad bout from YOU to me? :)